Wow, Too Long my friend

It has been almost 3 months since my last post on here. I really need to get back into my old habits, well most of them anyways.
How is everyone doing lately? I hope that all of you are doing well and life is treating you good.

Now back to me! LOL

A little update since I don't really remember my last postings... And I am too damned lazy to look at them. HAHAHA j/k

So lets see here for a second... I did work out to Kohl's and Bestbuy for a few days back a couple months ago. I didn't like them at all, they were just underpaid belittling high schooler's jobs... No offense to anyone though on that.
I am currently working at Costco in St. George. Its a nice place to be. No bad or anything. Just basically the 9-5 job to get the bills paid an what not. I can't complain since I basically just need to go in ON TIME and make it look like I am working, do what the management asks me too and things are golden.
I am still single I guess. I have had this wonderful guy come back into my life after about 3 months or so now. I don't really know what to think about the whole thing. He just disappeared outta my life and I had no clue what happened to him. Then just 3 days ago he shows up on my doorstep while I was at work. My roommate was here and then texted me letting me know he stopped by. I just couldn't get my mind around why now? what does he want? and still i am thinking the same question. I told him exactly how I felt about him and what he put my through over the last few months, but he didn't seem to care that much about that. I guess I am a sucker or something. I just don't know.
Why must guys play with others emotions? I am truly starting to think that people really like to fuck with me for some reason. I can be niave and dumb at times, but then sometimes I can play that role really well too. This is the time where its the first and not the last.
Kind of like my roommate, I know that he is trying to get into his pants and get with him, but I am just like whatever, since I know that Him and Me are not totally together.. I think. That is where I get lost an shit! It sounds like he wants to but actions speak louder than words. I would like for him to at least kiss me when he comes home from work... Instead he just heads straight for the couch an flips on the tv! I really don't want more than for you to acknowledge me before you settle in, damn it. This is one of the few people that I have a hard time reading. Not to toot my horn or anything but I do have a knack for reading people. A lot of people have told me that I should become a counselor or shrink or something along them lines. I just shrug my shoulders at them. :P

I just want to be able to find that one guy that might just love me for me, and not pretend or fuck with me.
Maybe I am just looking to deep here and need to chill the fuck out. Let things happen as they do. I can't change the past nor change the future, but I CAN roll with it. He He He

Anywho, enough bout that.
So my mother is in Wyoming now working for ESS Wammsutter. She seems to be really enjoying it. I miss her though, the fun times we have when she is here. You know, like going to Mesquite and getting all trashed and making fools outta ourselves. LMAO

Oh yes another thing! I have decided that I am a very boring person an not very much personality! I don't know what I just decided to write this, but what the hell. Its what is on the top of my head right now. LOL That an I did say that I was going to try to keep everything in my life going on, on here that is.
This is really exciting for me since I no longer do physical journals, they have a tendency to get burned or lost forever. Happened twice already so this is more stable... That is if I use it more often. LMAO

Well I am off to bed so you all have a great night and a great day tomorrow. I wish everyone the best.

Toodles My Poodles!