It has been a while my friend {editted}

Yes it has, been to long that is. HA Not that things are really much different within the last week than the previous. Except that I do have this huge crush on my friends roomate (former as of next week) His name is Paul and is completely fucking adorable.

Now tell me that he isn't hot as hell and cute as a bug. Well I don't care what you think, cuz I do. I have been trying to tell him indirectly that I like him, but that doesn't seem to be working out to well. Of course we don't really know each other that well yet. We've hung out like once for something like an hour, Then we all went to bed. But then again, knowing my luck with guys....I would screw it up. Hell I don't even know if he likes me or not. Guess I should just break outta my little turtle shell here and say "what the fuck, why not.... Paul, I like you, lets date"
I just blushed while I wrote that. I can't do that....I am way way to shy. That an there are a few others, I won't mention names here, that don't really like him for some reason and told me this. Also was trying to get me to not like him as well and not like him. I can't help the feelings that I have for someone!

I will be damned if someone else is going to tell me who and who not to like as well. They just haters! hehehe.