My how Life is so ironic....

So...Life is just grand this week. I wasn't able to get the "affordable" car that I desperately needed so that I can go out and about to get a job. My BF Ian decided that he wasn't able to handle school and me at the same time, so he broke up with me tonight. And to top off everything i have fucking strep throat! Im not going to bitch about things, cuz I've been doing so well at not doing that anymore, but you know what. FUCK THIS! 3.5 years Ian has waited for me to date him again and then just one night he decides that he can't handle both at the same time. oh well though, guess it wasn't supposed to happen. Guess now I can go an still be fucking single again, since it was so damn fun the first time around. Yeah anyways.....im done